Flop revisions of an alien invasion story, an actual comic series for my character, thinking of a bunch of story arcs, even just freewriting, or starting Issue 0 throughout illustrations, or also tossing away my character roleplay and led them missing in action and inactivity.
Doing sandbox stuff like Cosmoteer, Blender, or Inklewriter might not work for me either because I have to develop or design everything for hours.
It turned out I merely a puppy love with my stories for all this time, although I've been puppy love with my wannabe stories since when I was a mid-grade. When I got enough creating skill, my taste was on the bottom, unlike when I still had a high bar of taste with a void creating skill. Hilda the series especially made this worse, even though I tried not to blame that blasted show.
So, for now, I have to stop thinking too hard about creating good ideas and references for my full arc story and focus on the smallest project that I can work through pure expression from the heart and not thinking too much about the visual score, like composition and form. I now draw silhouette artworks that don't require much effort but stay in quality and expression.
And I will not unnecessarily host any character roleplay again and just focus on what I have for now. It's okay for me to keep roleplaying while developing my factions lore along the way, like when Tyas was a CCQF Archcultist now she is a demi-god Empress of Empire of PlasMar that borders The Great Shrine.
I am not really active but I will always reply to your response to any faction I own, in fact, I am glad for it.
